Showbread - Lost Connection With The Head lyrics
rate meOh Lord I'm sick of myself<br />
I'd rather bury it than carry it<br />
I'm desperate for help<br />
And barely sentient means just being me<br />
Follow suit the destitute my modus operandi<br />
A face that's marked by pallor means you're wasting away<br />
So get a tan and raise your hands and take to feeling okay<br />
No one enjoys the party when they're stricken with anemia<br />
And I'm a shallow sinking surface simply screaming septicemia<br />
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Peace of mind is hard to find<br />
So I'm standing in line and feeling fine<br />
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Aye me, sad hours seem long! <br />
And even longer when you're numb<br />
Fading away and that's okay<br />
Cause life has me under her thumb<br />
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I'm languorously open ended<br />
And the endings no good<br />
I've been told to break the mold and I would if I could<br />
But apathy is easier than caring at all<br />
And the undulating nothingness means having a ball<br />
Incredibly impressive and bereft of concern<br />
Lobotomized and optimized and then I'm ready to burn<br />
And I'm at war within myself and self is winning the fight<br />
Cause feeling like no one at all means feeling alright<br />
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Sense of purpose has got me feeling worthless<br />
And I'm fading away, but that's okay<br />
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Oh yeah, all right<br />
I'm in a big fat cage and feeling free<br />
That's okay, that's all right<br />
Cause that's all that's left of me<br />
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Goodbye, goodnight<br />
That's all that's left of me</