MARTINA MCBRIDE - I'm Trying lyrics

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She said I'm not pointing fingers, <br>

He said yes you are, <br>

cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't. <br>

And if I'd told you I'd been walking <br>

out in the dark night thinking <br>

Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word? <br>

Oh I can't change, what's done is done, <br>

but I can tell you this <br>

Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins <br>

and I need you to hold on too, <br>

while this part of me is dying <br>

Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me, <br>

I'm trying, I'm trying. <br>

She sat down on the floor and said I wish that I was stronger <br>

Right now I feel as fragile as glass. <br>

And I want to believe you, <br>

believe what's held you has freed you, <br>

and I hate these doubts that keep on comin' back. <br>

My parents think I'm crazy for hangin' on this long, <br>

but there's nothing I want more for us <br>

than to prove to them they're wrong. <br>

And I don't want to be afraid, <br>

I don't wanna think you're lying, <br>

And though I haven't found the faith that I need, <br>

I'm trying. I'm trying. <br>

He asks do you want me to leave? <br>

Cause if you do you know I will, <br>

but she says, much to his disbelief, <br>

No, I love you still. <br>

Oh, I love you still. <br>

He said I don't know why I've been the fool, <br>

but I can tell you this, <br>

not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins. <br>

Then he dropped down to his knees, <br>

By now they both were crying, <br>

He said, I haven't been the man I want to be, <br>

But I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying, I'm trying.<br>

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