Frank Turner - Richard Divine lyrics
rate meRichard Divine made up his mind to take the last few steps<br />
To the bathroom door from his bedroom floor and to lock himself in.<br />
Steady young hands, meticulous plans, <br />
Disposable razors and a blisterpack filled with strong sleeping pills, <br />
And a bath of hot water.<br />
He carefully wrote a funerary note<br />
On his best writing paper to set out the facts, <br />
And sealed it with wax, and left it in the kitchen.<br />
He left it out so his parents would know what there was waiting for them:<br />
Pale cold skin and blood seeping in to the landing carpet.<br />
He said he's not for sale, said that he felt hounded, <br />
Crowded and surrounded by this life he didn't choose.<br />
But everybody plays this game on a daily basis.<br />
They're not heroes, they're survivors, <br />
And it's not Shakespearian if they lose.<br />
So do what you want, do what the voices tell you, <br />
But don't ever say that we didn't warn you.<br />
He said he's not for sale, but he bought into his failure.<br />
He's telling tales that hammer nails right into open palms.<br />
A martyr in reverse, he's best at being worst, <br />
The rest of us are cursed but we keep calm and we carry on.<br />
So Richard, here it is: none of us are blameless, huddled here like strangers, <br />
Shameless in our lists of all the changes we say we need.<br />
But I think that you knew that, <br />
You can't pretend it's news that when you cut yourself you'll bleed.