Naked and retched and retching on a hotel bathroom floor, <br />
Somewhere in the City<br />
Three days no sleeping, not eating, not feeling good anymore<br />
Drenched in sweat and self-pity now, it's not a pretty sight<br />
<br />
What to say in my defense, I was imperfect tense<br />
Used to have such balance, but I don't know where it went<br />
So won't you be my present sense<br />
<br />
Breaking, I'm shaking, it's taking a long long time<br />
To come down off this murderous medication<br />
Trying to remember, my reasons for running myself<br />
Into the ground with such dedication<br />
<br />
What to say in my defense, I was imperfect tense<br />
Used to have such balance, but I don't know where it went<br />
So won't you be my present sense, sense<br />
<br />
Cos it's not meant to be<br />
I am lost at sea<br />
So mermaids sing to me<br />
Of the better times and the things that can be<br />
Like the diamonds in the Mediterranean sea<br />
Or the beatings and sleeping and times that I took<br />
And of washing the drink and the drugs from my blood<br />
And I've nothing to say in my defense<br />
I'm far from perfect I'm still tense<br />
They say that love can change you once<br />
Please say that love can change me once<br />
Come on change me