ANASARCA - Terminal lyrics

rate me

It was a regular Monday evening<br />

I was feeling a big weak<br />

I blamed it on being out in the sun for too long<br />

It was about seven as my phone rang<br />

It was my doctor and life-time confidante<br />

He didn't seem to be himself that night<br />

In his voice I heard some king of fright<br />

I asked him jokingly why he called and then stated<br />

Jokes about dying of some rare disease<br />

It was at this point that I knew that something was wrong<br />

He then proceeded to tell me my brief and boring medical history<br />

Finally he laid it on me I has cancer and it was terminal<br />

The days that followed were difficult<br />

The reactions varied from person to reason<br />

My parents told me to be strong and reassured me<br />

That they were there for me<br />

Finally I realized I have cancer and it's terminal<br />

I have to deal with it, trying to help myself<br />

I felt ostracised from my family and friends<br />

Everyone said that they were concerned<br />

But no one really knows what they should do<br />

No one really knows what to do<br />

Difficult days not getting mad<br />

Difficult days the days you know you will die