ANASARCA - Inside My Head lyrics

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I lost my hair – first round of chemo<br />

As I blew out my candles<br />

I thought about the next year as I always do<br />

Very easy having cancer<br />

Cause you do not know you have it at that time<br />

Very easy having cancer<br />

Until it starts catching up with you<br />

I do not think of myself as a cancer patient everyday<br />

No thoughts of dying<br />

But just enough to bring me down again<br />

I want to talk about the cancer inside my head<br />

The mental disease that I feel<br />

Maybe one day I will have a child and die<br />

If my cancer comes back<br />

Maybe after, when it is older... <br />

No attendance in it's life<br />

If my cancer comes back<br />

No one ever wants to hear it<br />

That any day a bomb will drop again<br />

I'm in war with my own body<br />

This is my personal Vietnam<br />

I lost my hair – first round of chemo<br />

As I blew out my candles<br />

I thought about the next year as I always do<br />

Very easy having cancer<br />

Cause you do not know you have it at that time<br />

Very easy having cancer<br />

Until it starts catching up with you<br />

I do not think of myself as a cancer patient everyday<br />

No thoughts of dying<br />

But just enough to bring me down again<br />

Pain inside my head