ANASARCA - Blame Myself lyrics

rate me

Did I mention that I was dying?<br />

Terminal cancer of the lung<br />

Metastasized to my bones and some too my brain<br />

I'm really pretty fucking pissed<br />

Had a really shitty life<br />

And can't really blame anyone but me for that<br />

I can only blame myself<br />

I could blame the tobacco companies<br />

But I'm the one that smoked<br />

They only make a living selling them<br />

I could blame my mom and dad<br />

But they did the best they could do<br />

And so did I, goddamn it<br />

I could blame a god<br />

But I don't believe in that anymore<br />

There's no fucking god<br />

I've got a few months left<br />

They could be the worst months of my life<br />

If I let them try to enjoy them as much as I can<br />

I have no hope<br />

Early on, I hoped to be cured<br />

To be that one in 100<br />

That lung cancer survived<br />

I'm not that lucky though<br />

My luck ran out when my brother gave me the coffin nails<br />

When I was 9<br />

I can only blame myself<br />

I could blame the tobacco companies<br />

But I'm the one that smoked<br />

They only make a living selling them<br />

I can only fucking blame myself