I want to be anointed<br>
I want to be inspired<br>
I want to hear voices<br>
I want to breathe fire<br>
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If I could be a hero<br>
If I could be a saint<br>
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I want to rise above this<br>
I want my past erased<br>
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I really want to decide to grow up<br>
And stop being a little boy<br>
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I want to act in true chivalry <br>
I want to see that it’s a choice<br>
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I’m a supporter of all I’m against<br>
Quietly resting in my role<br>
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Keep telling myself this<br>
Telling myself this<br>
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Will never take a toll<br>
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I see you and<br>
I see thrills<br>
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One look from you<br>
One look at you and all my good senses are killed (clear my history now)<br>
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I’ve misplaced my<br>
Replaced my moral code<br>
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Just rip a new one off from a skin mag and I’ll <br>
Do as I am told (clear my history now)<br>
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Get up early<br>
To spend the whole day feeling bad<br>
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It’s built a stronghold inside of me<br>
Running off gas fumes and greedy intent<br>
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Don’t you dare tell me you’re happy now<br>
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Being nothing to me can’t feel good<br>
Where do you get your standards from<br>
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I like to act like I’m better than<br>
Better than you better than some<br>
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But the truth is inside it kills me<br>
To be a part of the ebb and flow<br>
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Of something so detrimental<br>
So consequential<br>
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It only goes to show<br>
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I’m just as weak<br>
As I am dumb<br>
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Just take a breath<br>
And take a look at all the girls you’ve stolen from (clear my history now)<br>
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And I don’t care<br>
If they don’t know it’s wrong<br>
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Ignorance is bliss and I’m happiest with my <br>
Conscience all but gone (clear my history now)<br>
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Get up early<br>
To spend the whole day feeling bad<br>
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It’s built a stronghold inside of me<br>
Running off gas fumes and greedy intent<br>
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Don’t you dare tell me you’re happy now<br>
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It’s only natural you’re only gonna give in <br>
give in again<br>
You know it’s not it’s not fatal you know you want to give in <br>
give in again<br>
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It’s only natural you’re only gonna give in <br>
give in again<br>
You know it’s not it’s not fatal you know you want to give <br>
give in again<br>
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It’s only natural you’re only gonna give in you’re only gonna give in again<br>
You know it’s not it’s not fatal you know you want to give in you know you want to give in again<br>
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It’s only natural you’re only gonna give in you’re only gonna give in again<br>
You know it’s not it’s not fatal you know you want to give in you know you want to give in again<br>
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My God please take this<br>
I can’t fight it now<br>
Without you<br>
I fall prey<br>
To my own sense of shame<br>
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My God take this<br>
My God take this<br>
My God take this<br>