WALE - Diary lyrics

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If I told you I wanted to talk to you, <br />

You think i'm try'na holla at you, <br />

And maybe I am but, <br />

You wouldn't hear me out anyway's would you? , <br />

Rather lose love than to move on never knowing what it feel like, <br />

Short days, long nights, <br />

By the phone, no call, <br />

Need a clear mind 'cause I been blind,got me goin' down that road, <br />

Heart made of stone, <br />

Far away from home, <br />

Black woman you cold, <br />

Every problem you ever had with another man i gotta face, <br />

Started off on thin ice, <br />

im still here but i cant skate, <br />

Slow sink, cant breath, no remorse, dont think, <br />

Listen to your friend get another man for a minute then repeat, <br />

Queen, you deserve the title but she reject what i give, while she nurse the wounds by them, <br />

Tried them didnt work, <br />

Diary of a black girl, <br />

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I wonder why i sit and cry, <br />

Wish i could shed all these tears, <br />

Im down and out, <br />

Ill keep it moving and tryna get out, <br />

I dont know how to move on, <br />

Where i went wrong, <br />

I wish i could live with no fear, <br />

So down and out, <br />

Ill keep it moving and tryna get out, <br />

Somehow, <br />

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Raised by a momma who, who, <br />

Hate her baby father so, so <br />

She dont have a problem with, with, <br />

Saying fuck a nigga Quick, quick, <br />

Im just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away from me, <br />

Girlfriends man cheat, cheat, <br />

Why not me the same thing, <br />

She cant see in me, what i see in her, <br />

This pain she inherit cant be reversed, <br />

I cant even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers who played you, <br />

The irony in that is that i aint even that, but you coulda been these pages, <br />

Wife, you deserve the label but, but, you been hurt before so you dont feel your able, <br />

Tried them didnt work, got impossible standards, nothing that i ever do works, <br />

Diary of a black girl, <br />

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See all i wanna do is be relevant, <br />

Just tell me that i ever meant anything more, <br />

That you could ever see me and you in another light, <br />

But its like the dark women indoors in the darkest nights by the wrong man, <br />

see all of them have made you incapable of a first impression, <br />

what it do is i channel my aggression with no cable or antenna, <br />

Just intentions to impress you if capable, <br />

Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a better you, <br />

Cars, nothing i drive can drive you out of this state of mind, <br />

For such an ugly picture and, <br />

Money, nothing i buy can buy more time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it, <br />

Diamonds, a girls best frienf is what they say but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gonna shine anyways, <br />

and everyday that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary, <br />

the day before is better than the present, <br />

so anyone presented in her presence is doing these life sentences, <br />

theres no key for release, <br />

no reason to be around, <br />

her minds in the clouds, <br />

she writes it all down, <br />

in her diary, <br />

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(chorus)