Vocaloid Original Songs - Paranoid Doll lyrics

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torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro ugokenaku naru

jibun no kimochi* sae mienai me wo somuketeru

te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou you ni

tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga"tsugou no ii youni ikireba ii yo"

"kurushii nante iwasenai kara"mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwakujiyuu wo motomete wa tadoritsukezu

ibasho no nai genjitsu ni

omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru

karada ga kirisakare itami ni kiete iku

kioku mo negai mo

setsunaku irozuki hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu

BOKU WA PARANOIAtsunagareta teashi kakusareta hitomi no naka ni

omoidasu ano omokage wa maboroshi nanoka"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo"

"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"tewatasareru kindan no akai mijibunrashisa nante wakaranakute

kako ni shibarare kurikaesu

toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni "ano mi wo kudasai"

te ni iretai mono wo tsukamenakute

kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake

kizutsuite shimatta mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta

BOKU WA PARANOIAunadareru kubi

kikoenai mimi

sakebenai nodo

ugokenai ashi

kore ga genjitsu ga yume kawaranai

demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite itakurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara

nandomo jibun wo mitsuketeru

migite ni nokoru akai iro BARABARA no chouchou

konomama nemurazu ni aruki tsuzukereba

itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?

yuku te ni kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai

BOKU WA PARANOIA

English translation

Captured, with nowhere to escape, my heart has become immobile.

Unable to see even my own emotions, I turn my eyes away.

The wings held in my palm are like butterflies,

wanting to fly but are unable to do so."You should just live your life to your convenience."

"I will never make you have to say you're suffering."I hear these kinds of temptations at the base of my ears.I constantly seek freedom, but am unable to find it,

in this cruel reality with no place for me to be,

as I gaze at this unpleasant map.

My body has been cut up, and fades away in pain.

Both my memories and wishes are painfully changing their colors.

In my left hand is an unforgettable wound.

I am Paranoia.My limbs are tied up. In my hidden pupils

I'm slowly recalling a face; is it a mere illusion?"It'll be so much easier if you just abandon everything."

"Your pain will become pleasure."I was handed a forbidden red fruit.Not understanding the meaning of "being myself",

I become bound to my past again and again.

Not realizing time's error, I utter "Give me that fruit."

Unable to obtain what I want to obtain,

I'm only receiving more persisting wounds.

When I realize all this, I'm already left alone in this unfamiliar world.

I am Paranoia.My head hanging down,

my ears unable to hear anything,

my throat unable to scream,

my feet unable to move...

I don't know if it's a dream or reality,

but I'm positive that you were looking at me.While struggling within the murky darkness,

I have discovered myself many times,

as the red butterflies remaining in my right hand scatter around.

If I don't sleep, and instead keep on walking,

when will I be able to reach that place?

I see your footprints on my pathway, so I can longer turn back.

I am Paranoia.