Vocaloid Original Songs - Otona no Omocha lyrics

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aisareta keiseki wa nokosaretenaku

todokoori naku kayowaseta koufuku monaku

nokosareta gangubako hikkuri kaeshite

mata boku wa taenuite tsukuri egao dasunisemono no aegi koeakagoyou gangu noyouni yuujirareta kokoro no kizu

sari iku senaka sugata ni taemanaku furirisosogu ameiki wo hakuyouni uso haki

shouki saeubau

kuroku shinnda zouo wo

toki houttsu tokihora abunai onoja ni te wo kakete

minikui kanada wo uchinuiteyare

koe ni naranu kanjou ni mi wo furuwase

kusari hateta kanbu buchi nuiteyare

boku wo kirisaita wa tayori

omoku fukaku tsuki sasaru koto no ha desukima kara mietano wa otona dakeno sekai

ikanakute atsukurushii torauma no houko

oshiirereni kizuiteta bokudake no sekai

utsukushiku sugasugashii yume to kibou no kuniyukamareta nousaibouhirakareta kokoro no sumi

ukabi agaru kizuguchi to

yonin kaeru kioku no tabi

tatta hitokoto

"inakunare"taiyou wo kimagure ni saegiri

kibou wo mushibamu

kagebouzu ga tomodachi ninari

eien no yami

zaiakukan zerotanoshii omocha

otona no omocha

ikiteru omocha

tsukaeru omochatanoshii omocha

otona no omocha

ikiteru omocha

kanashiina -hora abunai onoja ni te wo kakete

minikui kioku wo uchinuiteyare

nikushimi zukushite kobiritsuiteta

hikanai aka wo otosu toki ga kita

daremo wakaccha kurenaiyo

boku nishika wakaranu miri no wana

meni mienu hodo chippokedemo

omoku fukaku tsukisasaru

koto no ha de

English translation

There's no evidence of me ever having been loved

The happiness that came without stopping also disappeared

I flipped over the leftover toy-box

Controlling myself, I smileThe panting sound of an imitationDominated and traumatized like a baby-toy

The rain pours steadily behind my backThe liar breathes out

When even my mind was taken

And stopped

The hatred stained with blackHey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand

And take apart this hideous body

Shake your body at the feeling that can't be told

Pierce my decaying wound

Pierce me with the words that hit deeper and heavier

Than the knife that split me apartI could see the world of adults through the crack

The dirty and suffocating treasure chest of trauma

My world that was built up in the closet

Is a country of beautiful and clear dreams and hopesDistorted braincellsIn the corner of my opened heart,

There's a remembered scar

And the key of the revived memory

Just one word,

"Disappear."The sun is whimsically blocked

And hope destroyed

The shadow-monk became my friend

Eternal darkness

Zero guiltFun toy

Adult's toy

Living toy

Useful toyFun toy

Adult's toy

Living toy

How sad-Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand

And take apart this hideous memory

It's time to cleanse me of the clinging dirt

That is soaked in hatred

Nobody understands

The trap of the size of millimeter that only I know

Even if it's not visible to the naked eye,

Pierce me

With the heavy and deep words