Villains - Better Off Dead lyrics
rate meIt lives in my home, it sleeps on my floor
Every night I hear it’s nails on my door
& kill every bit of hope before it leaves my pores
Stop comin' 2 my house
Stop stealin' words from my mouth
So I bite my tongue
2 avoid confrontation or offendin' anyone
I’ll neva win; I can’t win
Just a hopeless villain
I don't know when my demons conquered
Or when my skeleton softened
Or when the rest broke free from the closet
But I know every damn thing put a nail in my coffin
Distant, slime, lost, scum
All of the above
An embarrassment 2 everyone I love
The reaper still hasn’t come
I’m so sick of myself
So sick of screamin' for help
I’m still in fuckin' hell
I’m still in fuckin' hell
Rendered motionless by anxiety
A dead man 2 be
Trapped by this dead mans dreams
Cursed with the nervous luck of bein' me
Fuck the doctor; fuck his pills
Fuck the self loathin' that stems from the guilt
Fuck my arrogance; fuck my carelessness
It’s irrelevant; fuck my therapist, betta off dead
Let the grievance commence
I’m still second best I’m still second best, fuck!