Twelfth Of Never - Shade of Grey lyrics

rate me

Open eyes

roll out of bed again

and go through the motions

awake and unconscious.

look in the mirror

there I am again

feeling so empty

the greyest shade of sick.

sometimes my eyes deceive

I try not to blink

I think I see the beauty again

has it returned?

then it's gone; the moment's lost

sinking all over again

this false sense of hope is far too much.

I can only run so far before I tire and fall

falling again and again I stay down.

I wish I was someone

I wish I was something

I wish they could see me again

I was trying too hard

Fall apart, like so many broken hearts

Infect my mind, like so many left behind

Cross my heart, as I hope to die

Twisting the knife so slowly

As I crawl away again

I want to be no one

I want to be nothing

I want to be invisible

Until my tears have dried

Fall apart, like so many broken hearts

Infect my mind, like so many left behind

Cross my heart, as I hope to die

Twisting the knife so slowly

As I crawl away again

Crawl away...into one more day

Just another shade of grey