I am changing<br />
A darkness falls upon my eyes<br />
And I'm questioning the reasons I'm alive<br />
Taking, needing, <br />
Everything that's inside me<br />
Just to face another day<br />
<br />
Why now is this surfacing?<br />
<br />
[Chorus:]<br />
Before I close my eyes, <br />
I pray that strength I'll find<br />
To fight the demons inside me¥<br />
Before I awake<br />
To find a reason to love me¥<br />
Before I awake<br />
<br />
I awaken<br />
Force myself to attempt life<br />
What came easily is hard but still I try<br />
Taking, needing, <br />
Everything that's inside me<br />
Just to face another day<br />
<br />
Why now is this surfacing?<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
<br />
[Bridge:]<br />
All I can feel is<br />
That I'm worthless & alone<br />
Why now [x3] is this surfacing?