Tortured Conscience - Internal Torment lyrics

rate me

I knew that I was saved

But I constantly felt

A disconnection; a hollow whole

A sinner's life that I embraced

Walking on my own path

Instead of the Way of God

Weakened state of being I fell

Into the abyss of sex and porn

The cyber net and all it's trappings

Pictures danced on the screen

But the light of God shone through

Exposing my hypocrisy

Hiding behind "Once saved, always saved."

Satisfying my selfish urges

Perverse sexual acts I played out

Abomination of all that is holy

Christ will never forsake me

It was I who forsook Him

Shame now envelopes me

Forgive me oh Lord forgive

My conscience is tortured

All the guilt

Wears me down

Throughout me

Self Hatred

Will I see

God's glory

Will I fall

Into Hell

All the guilt

Wears me down

Throughout me

Self hatred

Calling on

God's mercy

Save this lost

Soul I beg

Fighting myself I loose

Battle within

Raging inside my soul

Begging to be set free