Too Close To Touch - Until I Collapserate me
It's been a few years since I packed my bags, left all I knew
Fast fear, to define a life that's built on breaking through
How much longer will it take? No, I can't wait forever
I picture a painting in my mind, it seems like days are numbered
Maybe I'm the one a little scared of running weak and manic
Maybe you're the one who left me on the rout ______(?)
But even when it's simple waiting for it, too much to take
I won't be left for anything!
You call, there's a quiver in your voice that I read 'give up'
'Don't you think it's time you came back home to me?'
You've been chasing a dream, but dreams don't last forever
Doing each more than anything, but at least we'll have each other
______(?) guide me where the clock is ticking
Long enough to get me what I'll be better off
Go be on your own, here without a home
Tell me what I can't quit shaking
While I'm bleeding and it's taking
I don't know anymore what I'm here fighting for
This is bigger than the both of us
Yeah, you know you aren't my trust anymore