TIME - Paraghnoid lyrics

rate me

Too pretty for my I-N-K

Too special for my quick pen play

My lover my hater, my template., my teacher, my schizophrenic sensei

Plenty paid to break through your barricade

And they play like they pray but they afraid

Deep inside, tried to deny my weakness for you

Nothing like the feeling that you provide

Knowing it could be just you and I

Then lose you, I would rather lose an eye

A man blinded by foolish pride

The savior of my life stands crucified

Too beautiful to write about

Too fucked up to let the silence out

The only type of love that could bring my silence out

They ask how you doing? I say good in a silent shout

What does a fake face look like I ask myself in the mirror

The mirror doesn't respond but the answer is clear

We both got problems, every problem I got is from me

I'm shackled by my silence, that's why I write these words to be free

I'm not complaining, I got nothing but love for you

My only problem is that I'm selfish, I adore you

You're my universe, I'm a spaceship

I need a million lifetimes to explore you

Chivalries not dead I'm just not there to open the door for you

Too beautiful to write about, I don't need my pen

I wanna say it right now, thanks for being a friend

So shine shine shine for the universe to see

Show them your love, your grace, your mercy

This ain't that hyphy sound, this is hypochondriac fact

Running from my true love, thinking it's a slug attack

Every time I hug I'm clapped

I'm stuck in the back plus I'm wack and I think I sound wack

What the fuck? I'm hearing things but nobody doing role call

Gun butt mentality, trying not to smoke y'all

I stay locked in the house, my excuse a broke arm

One arms not itching, the problem is, both are

The walls have eyes oh my keep the blinds close

Someone's been here, those aren't my clothes

Trade money for pain cause it makes no sense to feel

Mind of a fruit cake, thinking my skin will peel

Hallucinating, my favorite quota, you'll see

Too scared to use drugs, I'm afraid they'll abuse me

I can't stand to catch a flight, maybe one day I'll take a seat

But right now it seems airplanes are chasing me

Heart pounding insatiably, taking me ungratefully

Mistaking the leaf as a string in my teeth to speak is relief

Insects dissecting me something's fishy like coy

I need space cause I'm trapped in the void, paranoid

I'm as high as the street lights

I'll bleed to write

Cause if I couldn't write id probably need to bleed

To release the fright

One thing bout music it don't hit till it's heard

The critic's foot is in the air, my careers on the curb

Vision blurred I'm staring at Guadalupe

I lost my religion got my love in a suitcase

Double knot the shoelace, take me to a new place

This world is fake it's full of two faces and tupays

I'm looking for that platinum plaque so I threw away the toothpaste

(you threw away your toothpaste?)

Tears in my throat, pride in my stomach

Pain in my past, maybe these songs will numb it

How many people's opinions do you care about?

I reply this many, and that's plenty

Put on two pairs of glasses and you still can't see me

I'm hiding in the dark with Dracula and Stevie

You amaze me with your beauty and charm

What's the difference between love and blue magic in your arm?

They're both addicting and I'm jonesing for a kiss

I found you in my mind in a body called Chris

You're too beautiful for ink, that's why I adore you

Chivalries not dead, I'm just not there to open the door for you

Too beautiful to write about, I don't need my pen

I wanna say it right now, thanks for being a friend

So shine shine shine for the universe to see

Show them your love, your grace, your mercy

I'm as high as the street lights

I'll bleed to write

Cause if I could'ntwrite id probably need to bleed

To release the fright

One thing bout music it don't hit till it's heard

The critics foot is in the air, my careers on the curb

Vision blurred I'm staring at quadelupe

I lost my religion got my love in a suitcase

Double knot the shoelace, take me to a new place

This world is fake it's full of two faces and tupays

I'm looking for that platinum plaque so I threw away the toothpaste

Tears in my throat, pride in my stomach

Pain in my past, maybe these songs will numb it

How many people's opinions do you care about?

I reply this many, and that's plenty

Put on two pairs of glasses and you still can't see me

I'm hiding in the dark with dracula and stevie

You amaze me with your beauty and charm

What's the difference between love and blue magic in your arm?

They're both addicting and I'm jonesing for a kiss

I found you in my mind in a body called chris

You're too beautiful for ink, that's why I adore you

Chivalries not dead, I'm just not there to open the door for you