Through The Speakers - Dear Diary... lyrics

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Dear diary<br />

I saw her last night<br />

And it was like breathin for the first time<br />

When I saw her smile<br />

When I saw her laugh<br />

It was so hard to just keep myself back<br />

And I know that people change over time<br />

But I wish I could go back nd change my mind<br />

Be like no man just don?t do it<br />

Be like no man just say screw it<br />

<br />

I fucked up again and again<br />

But you were still there til the very end<br />

And im gonna miss the way you would touch my face<br />

When all you wanted was my warm embrace <br />

Girl I really want you to come back home <br />

Cause I cant stand sleepin in this bed alone<br />

Like when I wake up at 3am<br />

Telling myself this is where u cudve been<br />

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Dear diary<br />

I saw her again<br />

And it reminded me of all the times when<br />

We would laugh and cry<br />

When we would scream and fight<br />

It would be just about every night<br />

That I would start to cry over the words<br />

That I had said to her<br />

It would only make shit worse<br />

Like Im stuck in this heartbroken curse<br />

The only way out is with another shitty verse<br />

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I?m alone so what can I do<br />

I?m gonna watch the pain bleed right through<br />

The bandaid I put over my heart<br />

To protect this complex body part<br />

I don?t think its workin right<br />

I can hear it tear in every fight<br />

I don?t think its workin right<br />

I can hear it tear through the light<br />

<br />

Im screamin my fuckin heart out<br />

Just to hear you reassure your doubts<br />

Im screamin my fuckin heart out<br />

Just to hear you turn me down<br />

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(Thanks to Austin for these lyrics)<br />