THIS IS HELL - Memoirs lyrics

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frustrated by failure, failure to communicate<br>

i just want to give up throw in the towel, let it all slip away<br>

every things become a filthy version of what it once was<br>

I'm disgusted by my waning passion and my embrace for guilt<br>

retrospect brings regret<br>

but for now I'm shutting it all out<br>

just expect nothing less<br>

to be filled with self loathing and doubt<br>

this potent sting of remorse is killing me because<br>

retrospect brings regret<br>

from now on I'm shutting it all out<br>

i guess i lied when i said id die trying<br>

so it would seem that I'm better off lying<br>

in a pool of misery in the nearest reaches<br>

of despair because I've reached rock bottom<br>

clutching memories making sure I've got them<br>

and if nothing more ill take them to my fucking grave<br>

I've given all i can and i cant give anymore<br>

been screaming "fuck!" for so long my throat is blood and raw<br>

and letting it slip away is something that i thought id never do<br>

looking back at the photographs to see<br>

the difference was in my eyes<br>

i must have lost something along the way,<br>

used to turn anger to drive<br>

but my eyes are open to reality<br>

I'm through asking questions like "why me?"<br>

I'm fucking done and I'm admitting defeat<br>

and i wouldn't have it any other way<br>

i wouldn't have it any other way, no one else can control me<br>

and when i looked back i realized the difference was in my eyes<br>

and now that I've come to terms with the relentlessness of misery<br>

and recaptured the urgent feelings of despair<br>

i feel whole again, whole again in the emptiness<br>

and that is something i will both despise and cherish.<br>

with every fiber of my being<br>

coming to terms with the misery<br>

coming to terms with the relentlessness<br>

and thats something i will despise<br>

with every fiber of my being<br>

coming to terms with the misery<br>

coming to terms with the relentlessness<br>

and thats something i will cherish<br>

and I'll do it with the greatest sincerity<br>