I'm a man without a soul...honey---<br />
Who lost it while parading it, in a town full of thieves--<br />
Y'see i didn't wanna be with any people i know.<br />
But god knows, i didn't wanna be alone--<br />
So i showered down--left my little room<br />
And jumped in my car for protection from hostility<br />
Well it ain't easy to be bold--in an unknown city--<br />
I was feeling strong mouthed, but weak willed.<br />
When i ran into the cure...for my ills--<br />
<br />
Don't tell me what your name is--<br />
I want your body, not your mind,<br />
I want a feeling, worth paying for before i say goodbye<br />
But as i was talking, i couldn't look her in the eyes,<br />
I just kept wondering,--<br />
How many men unleashed their frustration between her thighs?<br />
<br />
Well my adrenalin, was curdling like cream,<br />
As i was being led by the hand.<br />
Through the sound of sirens--<br />
And the distant noise of some drunken jazz band,<br />
Through the stench of disinfectant--<br />
That "infected" my head,<br />
Through the darkness of a corridor<br />
And into a strangers bed.<br />
<br />
Well i didn't wanna hurt your feelings, honey<br />
But i couldn't suppress my own,<br />
I had to pull myself outta this nosedive<br />
By proving something to myself.<br />
<br />
She was lying on her back<br />
With her lips parted.<br />
Squealing like a stuffed pig--<br />
I was going through the motions<br />
Faking the emotions,<br />
And wriggling around like lizard in a tin.<br />
<br />
Trying so hard to cleanse myself,<br />
I was turning into somebody else.<br />
I was trying so hard to please myself,<br />
I was turning into somebody else.<br />
I was trying so hard to be myself<br />
I was turning into somebody else.<br />
<br />
Come my love--with your desire--<br />
Out of the blue...and into the fire!!