irens scream<br />
Northern winds pull me back<br />
Without defense I smash against the rocks<br />
Again ship-wrecked<br />
Beaten down<br />
Lost at sea<br />
With broken sounds calling me from all around<br />
So I give what I have left<br />
Tonight<br />
I give it all back without a fight<br />
And I already lost my mind so many times<br />
I stand cold and hollow eyed<br />
Against the ebbing of the tide<br />
Oh my, oh my<br />
Against the ebbing of the tide<br />
Fear of how this will end<br />
Analogies to help pretend that this is art<br />
Not incompetence<br />
Straying from the simply put<br />
Disguised with arrogance<br />
And hooks for washed up faith and dirty looks<br />
... through these years... <br />
This is my last tragic embrace<br />
My last reason to say I'm getting over dramatic<br />
But kinda like it that way<br />
I feel so self absorbed<br />
And it's embarrassing when there's no cause to believe<br />
Not as I'll ever see that<br />
You'll hear these words<br />
And that they'll mean anything<br />
It's getting easy to laugh<br />
It's getting harder to breathe<br />
God I've got to stop drinking alone