Tech N9ne - Wither lyrics
rate me(Verse)
I don't care, they say my angel glow is subsidin’
I'm slidin’ outside of these high beams and I won't dare
Try to mend this tear, I love I'm fadin’
The good once there is just dyin’
So I'm witherin’ away and I'mma trigger when I spray
And I'm attackin’ everybody til the feelin's gone!
(Verse)
All my life I loved with people, so passive back then
I thought I'd be above this evil, my tolerance level
Then was up with doves and eagles,
Currently I've hit ground zero under bugs and beetles
I'm tilted, inside my head's a lettuce but wilted
Serotonin and dopamine, and nor epinephrine I spilt it
Could it be how many times I've been ran over and jilted?
That makes me wan’ totally detach from light, just kill shit
(Verse)
I'll know when the pain is gone
It's just a matter of time before my bosses win
And I can feel the wrong
Comin’ up throw the cracks of my heart again
I'm holdin’ on, I'm goin’
Straight into the mouths of makers
Everythin’ that keeps me calm was taken
I'm lettin’ go, I'm burnin’ throw, reserves are low
Just pushin’ on these old restraints
My time is up cuz it's too late
(Bridge x2)
I'm about to blow up on anyone in my way
My anger set to show up, at any time today
(Verse)
Lookin' for some fire, yeah, puttin’ on my gang attire
Droolin’ and blood I can taste, so get the fuck out of my face
I'm a killer with a quick switch, yea, all I ever really wanted was bliss
Look at me wither to waste, so get the fuck out of my face
Find another one to get bent, yea, and it ain't no stopping this
Loving the thrill of the chase, so get the fuck out of my face
N9ne's a nigga with the sickness, yea, and it ain't no blocking this
It doesn't matter the race, just get the fuck out og my face
(Chorus)
Goin’, withering away x 3
I gotta say, when my mother died, I really did inside
And that's the other thing that did it
Turnin’ my crazy on a hundred babies gon’ be plummet
Maybe I should be committed
(Verse)
What am I supposed to do?
Do I just keep fakin’? Fuckin’ forsakin’ everythin’ I am?
Another pissed mother fucker with a fist and a plan
Oh but you're maki’g me do this
I can scream while you stand there clueless
If you're listenin’ I've made up my mind
Take another step and I'll snap this time!
Somethin’ please save me, I'm losin’ myself
(Verse)
I don't think I wanna stop it, but the feelin’ inside is nauseous
I get really exhausted off it, gotta find a way to wash it lock it
Profit matter so I got to drop it, ain't nobody in the cockpit
Toss this lustiness, people from the office boxes
If you cross this boss live cautious
Don't make me, don't make me repeat myself
For your safety, because a pill is beneath my belt
But I don't wanna do anythin’ bad to anybody
But I'll never be perfect
So I'mma say to the people that got a little evil coming at you from me I think they deserve it
(Chorus)
Goin’, withering away x 3
Straight, literally snappin' on
My lady backing out cuz I'm becomin’ really mean and vicious
Watchin’ me wither, how can I give her
Blood when I been so tainted by these bitches
(Verse)
We are the antidote
Chemically imbalanced, completely dependable
Soak blood on my knuckles and taste it
Another sick kid labeled as wasted
I don't forgive, I don't forget
I haven't got time to regret
Everybody else in the world can hate me
Nobody but me can save me!
(Outro)
Shit, Yates, hates, this place
If they close enough for me to hit the switch
I'm willin’ to never turn it on