Takui Nakajima - Hitori ni Narukoto ga Kowakatta lyrics

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I Was Scared of Being Left Alone

I thought that my dreams wouldn't come true, I thought it was no good anymore

If I give up here, would I be a loser?

Even if I well up with feelings that resemble anger

I don't even know if I should let them out

I'm can't through a traffic jam in a tunnel

A cold crowd makes it's way through the airhole that's opened in my heart

I don't remember who and what I've been fighting up until now

I stood stock still in the middle of the ashen street

I didn't find the answer, I didn't find the answer

Even though I was impatient, even though I was struggling, I still ended up alone

I've lost sight of my way of life, I've lost sight of where my feelings are going

I was so left behind, that I'm trying to search for an exit

What's with my friends? What's with my girlfriend?

If I don't like being in a crowd, will be my friends leave me out?

I couldn't allow myself to be forced out, so I remember giving in

When I couldn't go against them, it reminded me of being on top of a rail

But

I was scared of being left alone, I was scared of being left alone

I couldn't do anything alone, I wanted to be with you

I wanted to love someone with all my heart, I wanted to be loved deeply and painfully]

I was so lonely that I wanted to die, I wanted you to tell me off

On the way to the train station at dawn, in the unsleeping shopping district

I saw you all alone and crying in your dark room, with only the TV on

How are we going to live on, in these unhappy times we've been brought up in?

I don't know

So

I was scared of being left alone, I was scared of being left alone

I couldn't do anything alone, I wanted to be with you

I was pained by being myself, I thought "what the hell's the matter with me?"

I was so lonely that I was taunting myself

Tonight

I was scared of being left alone, I was scared of being left alone

There isn't anyone who can accept my heart, there isn't anywhere that will open my heart

We haven't found our hopes, we haven't found happiness

I'll sing that there isn't a rain that won't stop, I'll sing that someday the light will shine on me

As I was struck by the pouring rain, I believed in myself for the first time

I believed that I couldn't play it cool, but

I was scared of being left alone, I was scared of being left alone

I realized that I want to love someone with all my heart, painfully, and deeply

How could we live? Don't know why

But we know the sun will shine on us someday

Hoping we can share the happiness

Give me some truth against my innocent sky...<br />

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