I'm such an asshole 
I'm such a stain 
I just keep fucking up again and again 
You crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed 
Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear 
So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry 
Used me up and left me here for dead 
I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me 
An addiction too intense to be denied 
Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more 
Pathertic how I feed off this abuse 
You told me that you loved me 
You swore that you loved me 
And I believed, now I know it was a lie 


I don't believe 
I don't believe 
That I could be so stupid and so naive 
I don't believe 
I don't believe 
That there is nothing, nothing left for me