Nominate myself for what I want to achieve 
Form my surroundings in relation to the seed 
Smiles swims in a muddy breath thirsting pulsating blood 
What else can I do, than to feed me with a bigger thirst 
But I wonder why tears run dry 
Mind control well I think I've lost mine 
Let's climb the holy mountain and eat the stars 
Under the wisdom tree we'll drink the weeping grass 
I need my fire drug to feel the flood I'm self-destructive baby 
But a friendly one 
You better leave me here alone 
I need this night to heal my world 
Send me a smile and I'll get by 
But let me drink my wine tonight 
Too late to turn back pages ambush, a part of my life 
Nowadays the sun won't shine Cos like my head, its lost in a cloud 
My heart is broken baby but still it's pounding 
Too long with pills and booze my short-memory ain't what it should