Sometimes - i can almost feel you wrapped around my life - <br />
Squeezing tight your thighs shallow breathing and blacklight lust - <br />
Gives way as I'm coated in cremation dust<br />
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Step by step I walk to the edge - death by death I live again<br />
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Why is everything I do just fodder for your scorn -<br />
I'll wait for you to change before I'll drop my mask<br />
Addiction is my scapegoat - you're too fresh in my veins<br />
Too weak to resist - and too tired to complain<br />
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Watching the time pass away like parents at a newborns wake<br />
Unfair punishments in the form of tragedy - like what you've fucking done to me<br />
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Swollen from the liquids - I'll wring you out of me<br />
And keep what's left of a memory - eyes blurry as you take Away my sympathy<br />
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Next time I try to reconcile - how I feel about this world of Pain I've made<br />
I'll learn that I'm not as strong - and the feelings I had for you were so fucking wrong