Bloodied by the mind rape - cannot look back gotta fight back - <br />
Revenge is bitter sweet -could have killed me but you scarred me instead - <br />
Sleepless and disgusted - your eyes remind me of my faith - <br />
Everytime that I find you I wake up and I find out it's too late <br />
Wanting and needing you bleeding, not breathing<br />
Your lying, deceiving, and cheating, is fucking no more<br />
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Inside I am drowning - cannot wake up my dreams are drug induced - <br />
Feel the devil in my veins it's laughing - it's tightening the noose - <br />
Wholesome dreams of addiction cause friction - bad feelings good intent -<br />
It's my demonic habit tastes like hell but it feels so heaven sent<br />
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Wanting and needing you bleeding, not breathing<br />
Your lying, deceiving, and cheating, is fucking no more<br />
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Breaking point can't take it sunrise sunset repeat <br />
Watch the passing of the time watch your world fill with deceit <br />
All those nights I stayed alive with you have gone to naught <br />
The half truth symphony starts to play as another lie is bought <br />
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Breakdown of the functions twisted visions of a long dead fantasy <br />
Instant repercussions doesn't matter my words are fallacy <br />
Bloodletting molesting and testing all signs pointing to (no) <br />
All my sins surround me I love them and I'll never let them go <br />
Taste my fears orgasmic and tragic your life smells like rain <br />
Inside out you're dying denying these feelings of pain<br />
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Forgot who I used to be - I'm fucking you for fucking me<br />
Hands bound and on your knees - cut out your eyes so you can't see<br />
Break your legs so you can't leave - slit your throat so you can't breath<br />
Who the fuck is tapping me - woke me up fucked up my dream<br />
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Everytime I come around slight