Shorty - I Wanna Die lyrics

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If this Life is filled with Lies then i wanna die

If this Life is filled with Lies then i wanna die

Vers 1

Mum, you're the woman that I needed to look up to.

I hated when I'm angry and every time I say: "Fuck you!"

I always had a dream that you would be the special lady,

who would guide me throw life and i would be your special baby

Your life was more important with stupid fuckin' shit,

a signal to my brain to put a smile on my face.

I wanted to believe you were the perfect loving mother,

but you were to busy to being someone elses lover.

I hide all the pain and wish for attention.

All i needed is your heart, i needed your affection.

I did'nt wanna make this song but i almost choke,

cause sometimes mum, i really losing hope.

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Vers 2

I finally got a contact person at sixteen,

in that stages of my life still having bad dreams.

She became the woman that I wanted you to be.

Someone who gives me alot of love and simpathy,

She was that woman but I pretended saying no.

She gave me love and respect, all I wanted so.

Remember the summer back in june -05,

when you all leaved the house,

then I jumped to suicide,

taking all that pills when i was laying in my bed.

Mum, I still remember your reaction and all the things you said.

You acted I was so stupid, I deserve to die,

then you went and left the phone all i could do was shipe and cry.

Seven days later i'm moving out of the house

cause you rater leave you're lonley daughter up in the sky.

I hate you now more then ever,

if you died now I would only say "whatever"

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I wanted you to know how much i tried to really love you,

there was another woman but i put noone above you.

Her name was Elina and she treated me like gold,

like i was her only daughter but all i did was leave a hole.

the thoughts in your brain, damn! It makes me crazy.

I'm soon 21, but still acting like a baby.

I hate that i love you cause you can not love me back,

the way i want you to i'm runnin' to the days when i got smack.

Mum, you need alot of help but you never gonna take it,

you ripping out my heart and i allowing you to break it.

I know you need a father figure, it's just too late.

I need you as my mother, taking reath extra hate.

Remember all the times that we laugh and get along,

I wish that you could kiss me and edmit that you are wrong.

My heart is really scared and my head is really wounded,

I hope you hold my hand before the rest of me is wroend.

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