September - Fall Asleep lyrics

rate me

I just ask myself whats wrong with me

I wonder what u are startin' to see differently in me,

That's causing u to leave me as if I am nothin'

Maybe I'm just ovathinkin', cos' u assure me i'm somethin'

We're just friends

And I guess that's okay because u notice my existence

And I was thankful that u did to begin with

Your hand in mine was all I ever needed to get by

But it seemed u were just tryna protect ur own heart & mind

Maybe u just wanted to get by in life

And u don't really care if u leave anyone behind

But I'm not a broken tool

So use me till I die

And I will never leave, though u want me to

In case u eva need someone to fall into

But u don't have the time for me & u made me aware.

So we'll stay friends & Ill move on because I'm tired of waitin'

The last time I did it left me physically bleedin'

And I don't wanna go back to bein' that boy

I grew up from all of that, but I've yet to find joy

In lil things like fallin' asleep just to dream of u

Instead wake up to u tellin' me u don't know what to do

Maybe u didn't want a song, or a poem, or a rhyme

But I only feel completely honest when I'm writin' these lines.

My heart yells at me why aren't u puttin' up a fight?

This is why u lose everythin' & I tell him you're right