I look back at many times, and still I cannot explain why <br />
Those memories thought vain, they become useful here and then <br />
My conscious won't let go, that pain inside me has a home <br />
Those haunting thoughts are stepping stones <br />
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And now, that time I spent with you, which all had to be reviewed <br />
The lessons that were stored, I use them all to help ignore <br />
I pile up the bad in order to replace the good we had <br />
Those haunting thoughts are stepping stones <br />
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I put my jealousies aside, some part of me said I was right <br />
So I took a new approach and rid myself of foolish pride <br />
My timing it was bad, at least some day I know we'll look and laugh <br />
Those stepping stones built my new path <br />
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But hey, hey please don't take offence, it's just I feel alive again <br />
Just a mistake along your way; for me a strange reality <br />
I got tired of taking blame, bored of my animosity <br />
I'm glad this makes me sick, I like my brand new start <br />
Aversion it's my fresh new trick <br />
It's armor added to my heart