Ft. Futuristic

(Verse)
I been goin' through it, I just wanna get away sometimes
Matter fact fuck these rhymes, I don't give a fuck this time
Tell me I'm loosin' my mind, or I'm losin' it, I'm just cruising it
When I should be in sixth gear
On my way to the top when I get there jealous friends tryna bring me down there
I don't care, I guess it comes with the game, what more can I ask for?
I bust my ass and they got the nerve to ask me like I got more, shit
I'm poor and I don't need that right there
So I had to cut you loose, needed that money for my (rap?)
But I'll still pray for you, believe me, that's the truth
Been arguin' these last couple of days, and I don't even got the energy
Like when did my girl had become an enemy
Started sip the Hennessy, a lil bit of weed is everything
Until this the end of me, this unclear to me, what I'm here to be
Would they miss me if I were to leave?
Start callin' me when I'm all BET? MTV the grind, will it sting?
Been absent through my tragedy
Mad at me cuz I can finally afford to provide my family with groceries?
At least that's how I plan to end, until I leave this planet
I'm just goin' through what some of you will neva understand

(Hook)
Oh, I be goin' through it, another day, another bottle
She told me that I wasn't good enough
Oh, I be goin' through it, and I don't know what's wrong with me
Sometimes I don't give a fuck
Oh, I be goin' through it, am I at the bottom?
Seems that I'm runnin' outta luck
Oh, I be goin' through it, losin' friends on the regular
Maybe it's not them and I'm the one

(Verse 2)
I ain't been the same since grand-ma passed
I ain't been the same since I lost that money
And I'm pretty sure that it was my dad
GD tryna jump me, punk me, I'm not with that, get back
I left my chick, could get her back, but I got her back
And I don't want that, I been fuckin' on the low
Crowd surface, yo, talkin' to these hoe groupies
I done moved state to state, to LA, now my hometown like I'm ?
I can even go to the movies, without someone takin' a picture
I'm confused bout my family, why this hate come from my sister?
Used to kiss her on her forehead, and even make her dinner
Raised my brother to be something, I hope he becomes a winner
I'm a sinner, lord knows it, I expose it when I rap about it
People don't even ask about it
Tell the truth, but I think that they actually doubt me
Woah, I been drinkin' five days a week
Wait, gettin' fucked up I can barely speak
I work too much and I barely eat
I do it all so they can't compete
Spent a night in jail, had to post my own bail
Been out here actin' stupid
Back to the mission, bro, been still tryna get it bro
Neva gon' forget it tho, I been goin' through it

(Hook)
Oh, I be goin' through it, another day, another bottle
She told me that I wasn't good enough
Oh, I be goin' through it, and I don't know what's wrong with me
Sometimes I don't give a fuck
Oh, I be goin' through it, am I at the bottom?
Seems that I'm runnin' outta luck
Oh, I be goin' through it, losin' friends on the regular
Maybe it's not them and I'm the one