Sean Brown - Going Through It lyrics

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Ft. Futuristic

(Verse)

I been goin' through it, I just wanna get away sometimes

Matter fact fuck these rhymes, I don't give a fuck this time

Tell me I'm loosin' my mind, or I'm losin' it, I'm just cruising it

When I should be in sixth gear

On my way to the top when I get there jealous friends tryna bring me down there

I don't care, I guess it comes with the game, what more can I ask for?

I bust my ass and they got the nerve to ask me like I got more, shit

I'm poor and I don't need that right there

So I had to cut you loose, needed that money for my (rap?)

But I'll still pray for you, believe me, that's the truth

Been arguin' these last couple of days, and I don't even got the energy

Like when did my girl had become an enemy

Started sip the Hennessy, a lil bit of weed is everything

Until this the end of me, this unclear to me, what I'm here to be

Would they miss me if I were to leave?

Start callin' me when I'm all BET? MTV the grind, will it sting?

Been absent through my tragedy

Mad at me cuz I can finally afford to provide my family with groceries?

At least that's how I plan to end, until I leave this planet

I'm just goin' through what some of you will neva understand

(Hook)

Oh, I be goin' through it, another day, another bottle

She told me that I wasn't good enough

Oh, I be goin' through it, and I don't know what's wrong with me

Sometimes I don't give a fuck

Oh, I be goin' through it, am I at the bottom?

Seems that I'm runnin' outta luck

Oh, I be goin' through it, losin' friends on the regular

Maybe it's not them and I'm the one

(Verse 2)

I ain't been the same since grand-ma passed

I ain't been the same since I lost that money

And I'm pretty sure that it was my dad

GD tryna jump me, punk me, I'm not with that, get back

I left my chick, could get her back, but I got her back

And I don't want that, I been fuckin' on the low

Crowd surface, yo, talkin' to these hoe groupies

I done moved state to state, to LA, now my hometown like I'm ?

I can even go to the movies, without someone takin' a picture

I'm confused bout my family, why this hate come from my sister?

Used to kiss her on her forehead, and even make her dinner

Raised my brother to be something, I hope he becomes a winner

I'm a sinner, lord knows it, I expose it when I rap about it

People don't even ask about it

Tell the truth, but I think that they actually doubt me

Woah, I been drinkin' five days a week

Wait, gettin' fucked up I can barely speak

I work too much and I barely eat

I do it all so they can't compete

Spent a night in jail, had to post my own bail

Been out here actin' stupid

Back to the mission, bro, been still tryna get it bro

Neva gon' forget it tho, I been goin' through it

(Hook)

Oh, I be goin' through it, another day, another bottle

She told me that I wasn't good enough

Oh, I be goin' through it, and I don't know what's wrong with me

Sometimes I don't give a fuck

Oh, I be goin' through it, am I at the bottom?

Seems that I'm runnin' outta luck

Oh, I be goin' through it, losin' friends on the regular

Maybe it's not them and I'm the one