Riverside Locos - Suicide lyrics
rate meEstilo:<br />
I don't know why I don't want to live<br />
All I know is that I'm gunna go for it<br />
Razor blade slice to the wrist<br />
I don't wanna live this life cause of this<br />
Could be my last day cuz I'm gone away<br />
No longer will is stay cuz I'm tired of all the shame<br />
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Hook:<br />
I'm getting a razor blade<br />
I sit in my room and look at my wrist<br />
Should I go through to slice my vein<br />
Or should overodse and feel no pain<br />
Because of my choices I'm losing my mind<br />
It's hard to belive I'm taking my life<br />
But I don't really know what to do<br />
All I know is that I don't wanna live this life anymore (more)<br />
My hearts been torn I've been backstabbbed<br />
And I'm broke as fuck and I got no hope<br />
And I'm puuting a knot at the end of the rope<br />
I put it around my neck and throat<br />
I reealy gotta do<br />
But I gotta let go of my life cuz I cannot go on<br />
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Chorus: (Estilo)<br />
It feels like I'm going insane<br />
Lke I'm losing my mind<br />
Cuz I'm taking my life could I take it tonight<br />
Fill myself with the bud on the ground<br />
Pull the trigger back with the gun in my mouth<br />
It feels like I'm going insane<br />
Lke I'm losing my mind<br />
Cuz I'm taking my life<br />
I want to die<br />
<br />
Negro:<br />
I'm kicking back<br />
Thinking should a take a life or take my own life<br />
For this struggle gots me down<br />
And I wonder if the days are gunne multiply into years of the struggle<br />
Everyday same shit<br />
Money from my check aint shit<br />
Broke again when I pay rent<br />
What am I really supposed to do<br />
So I load the 45<br />
SHut the blinds<br />
Turn up the tv<br />
If my cellphone rings<br />
It's baby mamma<br />
Calling with the drama<br />
Wants to see the fery<br />
But it's not rolling in<br />
It's just another problem causing trouble<br />
Casing stress within<br />
So I'm now looking down the? of my problem solver<br />
6? chrome plated<br />
Bout to blow my fucking brains<br />
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Chorus: (Estilo)<br />
It feels like I'm going insane<br />
Lke I'm losing my mind<br />
Cuz I'm taking my life could I take it tonight<br />
Fill myself with the bud on the ground<br />
Pull the trigger back with the gun in my mouth<br />
It feels like I'm going insane<br />
Lke I'm losing my mind<br />
Cuz I'm taking my life<br />
I want to die<br />
<br />
Hook:<br />
Myroblems wont stop<br />
They're trying to find a way to shatter my heart<br />
These fucking days they seem so dark<br />
They got me thinking I cannot go on<br />
The thoughts go grey<br />
? the same old song<br />
My life is empty and nothing<br />
I'm preparing to see and I write my letter<br />
This fucked up life it gots me down<br />
There's noone around ot help me out<br />
All I can hear is the evil haunting taunting sound<br />
Of a loaded gun and it's cocking back<br />
I put it at the side of my brain<br />
I gotta realize that I will no longer be alive<br />
<br />
Negro:<br />
I made up my mind<br />
It's gone again<br />
Till I'm thinking of my favorite memories, my favorite jam, My favorite place<br />
My heart is beating at a fast pace<br />
Face to face with my muertre<br />
I don't think you'll hear this story twice<br />
Cuz I'm done with it<br />
I'm the prosecuter of my own life<br />
So I kiss my kids one last time to tell em that I love em<br />
Pick up the phone<br />
Pick up the gun<br />
Took my last breathe<br />
(Breathe) (breathe) (gunshot)<br />
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Chorus: (Estilo)<br />
It feels like I'm going insane<br />
Lke I'm losing my mind<br />
Cuz I'm taking my life could I take it tonight<br />
Fill myself with the bud on the ground<br />
Pull the trigger back with the gun in my mouth<br />
It feels like I'm going insane<br />
Lke I'm losing my mind<br />
Cuz I'm taking my life<br />
I want to die