Rich Kidd - I'd Be Lying lyrics

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I’d be lying if I said I didn’t doubt sometimes

If I’ll ever make it out, even though I got some clout

I refuse to show my face, ro go out sometimes

Try to smile to cover the pain, but my mouth don’t lie

My daddy told me at 5, grown men don’t cry

He also said he wouldn’t leave, so much for that advice

But I’m nice, I’ve grown into a prospect for guap

Just need a little time to get my mind in check

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t stressed

Sometimes, I smoke a blacks and reflect how I got in mess

Farm turmoil, niggas droppin out

Takeover plan foiled by life, I tell myself it ain’t right

I tell myself a lot of shit that I like to hear, cause

No one’s around to cheer me up in my plight

Try and fight the depression, fuck an anti depressant

Grab a backwood, the grape one, fill it up with the essence

Herbal, and quit the verbal, stop talking

I got fines outstanding like bitches at my door, knockin

[Hook]

I’d be lying if I told you that I wasn’t broke

I’d be lying if I said never sold coke

I’d be lying if I said I don’t smoke good

I’d be lying if I said I couldn’t poke good

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t fucked up

Got issues, let the shrink tell me what’s up

Think about it often, becoming a rap mogul

Take it step by step, for now, lay down these rap vocals

Try to make these placements, while time’s escaping

Death lurking, I’ll be drinking rum as I await him

You know ain’t that famous when they still asking

When the hell you really gonna make it

But you know you ain’t that nameless

When the city believes at young age, you’re the greatest

Expectation, they can kill a man

Make him contemplate his fate with the steel in hand

Cause the moves he sposed to make, they aint plan

Life’s truly a beach, when you face down in the sand

[Hook]

I’d be lying if I told you that I wasn’t broke

I’d be lying if I said never sold coke

I’d be lying if I said I don’t smoke good

I’d be lying if I said I couldn’t poke good

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t fucked up

Got issues, let the shrink tell me what’s up

Id’ be liying if I said I never told a lie

But I’d be dying if I ever lied inside a rhyme

Just broke it off with my queen, 2 years up in a smoke

Of course a nigga is torn but that’s the way love goes

And when the arguments are daily, then the love starts failing

You get to a point where you tired of yelling and wailing, begging

And staying, sexing and playing, back to the pain

Old wounds never close, they turn into ammo

For the gun of resentment, busting relentless

Pride issues, un-returned calls, and next chicks

Then you try your best to keep it together

But she already jaded to a point, she acting however

Wish you could go back in time to when the convos were better

When you weren’t disgusted by every sentence, word or letter

Break ups to make up smudged by the tears

Wake up and ask yourself, can you go on another year?

Why the fuck it gotta hurt like this?

These hoes wanna taste but I ain’t up for the chase

Rather chill smoke purp, and go work on hits

These women make you wanna say fuck you all, I’ma jerk my dick

But you can’t live without them

And I haven’t been the best I know

But I tried so hard, even with the anger problem

I tried to suppress it but it still won’t go

I can admit my faults, but you can’t do the same

Saying I’ll never change, now that’s character assault

What kind of character you want, I’m a real as nigga

Yet I congratulate the next nigga that end up with you, I’m sorry

But I’d be lying if I said didn’t love you, but the blame on me

[Hook]

I’d be lying if I told you that I wasn’t broke

I’d be lying if I said never sold coke

I’d be lying if I said I don’t smoke good

I’d be lying if I said I couldn’t poke good

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t fucked up

Got issues, let the shrink tell me what’s up

Id’ be liying if I said I never told a lie

But I’d be dying if I ever lied inside a rhyme.