REDRUM - Sure I Want To Die lyrics

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I'm Sittin Up In My Room And I'm Feelin Hella Lost

I'm Slowly Rockin In My Chair I'm Thinking With The Lights Off

Depression's All Up In My Mind And It's Kickin My Ass

There's Broken Glass Up My Hand I'm Hella Trippin Off The Past

I'm Thinking I Don't Wanna Listen I Don't Wanna Just Die

I Hold The Glass Up To My Wrist I'm Thinking Yeah It's Worth A Try

These Voices All Up In My Head Tellin Me Hit The Main Vein

The Dragon's All Up In My Mind Tellin Me He's Gonna Block The Pain

But I Ain't Trippin Off The Pain I Wouldn't Mind If I Suffer

I Give My Wrist A Little Slit It's Bleeding Like A Motherfucker

I'm Starring All Up At My Wound While the Blood Starts To Drip

I Place The Glass In My Other Hand I Slit My Other Fuckin Wrist

Now My Adrenaline Is Pumping And My Heart Starts To Race

My Body's Starting To Go Numb It's Going Out On A Steady Pace

I Slit My Wrist A Few More Times Before My Power Was Drained

There's So Much Blood Up On The Floor I think I Hit The Main Vein

I'm Pretty Sure I Want To Die Or Is It Just My Imagination

I'm Always Thinking Suicide Plus My Demons Down There Waitin

I'm Starring All Up At My Wrists I Might Just Give It A Shot

I'm Digging Deep Into My Flesh And There Ain't No Second Thought

But Now I'm Feeling Hella Sick And Now I'm starting To Wonder

Am I Really Going To Die And Will The Devil Take Me Under?

It's Like I've Seen This All Before But What The Fuck Does It Mean

I'm Always Dying The Same Way Every Time Up In My Dream

Now My Blood Is Rushing Down As If I Just Sprung A Leak

There's No More Strength Up In My Body I'm Feeling Hella Fuckin Weak

My Head Is Feelin Hella Fuckin Light I Think I Better Lie Down

I Try To Lie Up On My Bed I Fell Forward To The Fuckin Ground

But Now My Eyes Would Start To Shutter Now They're Slowly Rolling Back

I Look For Death Tryin To Focus But Now I'm On The Right Track

At That Exact Point Of Time I Saw Nothin But Black

These Voices Still Up In My Head Cause I Could Tell By The Way They Laugh

And There's A Puncture In My Arm I Felt It Break Through The Skin

I Open My Eyes To Flashing Lights And Sirens From An Ambulance

I Got This IV In My Arm And These Tubes In My Nose

Fellin Hella Pissed Inside Cause It Was My Turn To Go

Now They're Doing Everything They Can To Keep Me Alive

And I Fight It From The Inside Out To Let Go And Die

The Doctor's Squeezing Out My Wrists And Doing Exactly What It Seems

I'm Praying They Won't Stop The Bleeding And My Wrists Will Fuckin Bleed

Now I'm Laying In The Hospital They Finally Stopped The Bleeding

Ain't That Just My Fuckin Luck They Making Me Continue Bleeding

I Got Both My Wrists Wrapped And My Situation's Critical

And If I Die Today To Me, Yo, That Would Be A Miracle

But Then I Finally Blink And Now I'm Back In My Room

I'm Praying If I Slit My Wrists I'm Hoping That I'll Die Soon

Cause I Don't Wanna Be Half Dead Laying In The Gurney Naked

Hella People All Around Me Thinking That I'm Gonna Make It

I Wanna Go Out By Myself Cause I Know I'm Gonna Suffer

I Won't Scream Like A Bitch But Tear Up Like A Mutherfucker

And Everytime I Cut My Wrists I'll Probably Dwell On The Past

My Memories Runnin Through My Head Good Is Mixed With The Bad

Now Do I Wanna Cut Myself With Death There's Always A Maybe

I'm Thinking I Don't Wanna Listen I Don't Wanna Just Die

I Hold The Glass Up To My Wrist I'm Thinking Yeah It's Worth A Try