Raised Fist - I Have To Pretend lyrics

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Feel like I have the wrong outfit,<br />

like people read my inner secrets on my back.<br />

My fake smile is just looking for someone to please,<br />

sunlight means struggle and I'm lost,<br />

the only time I feel alive is when I fall asleep.<br />

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Look into my eyes I promise you’ll find no lies.<br />

But you act like I’m contagious, you make me feel so sad inside.<br />

I have to pretend, that I still have friends.<br />

But they act like I’m contagious, I want to confide.<br />

I just want to satisfy.<br />

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Passing through the lines, with different kinds of signs.<br />

Every door in the corridor is a possible cave of hate<br />

and I’m no hero to turn things around,<br />

my backpacks have lots of things inside, definitely not pride.<br />

Looking at my feet, trying not to collide.<br />

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And I have to pretend that I still have lots of friends,<br />

that are backing me up but they back me up against the wall,<br />

I guess the story tells it all

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