Poetry And Motion - My Suicidal Poem lyrics

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That feelings back again<br />

I'm feeling lonely with that knife in hand<br />

-That knife-, with it's reassuring words of poision<br />

-That same knife with the slicing of freedom<br />

All because he said he loved me<br />

- but then being me I didn't relise<br />

I was too blind to see<br />

-to see the the pain waiting for me<br />

-waiting for me behind my blinding fanatasy<br />

so here I am feeling the the slicing pain that sets me free<br />

Trying to run from the pain- trying to hide from it <br />

But it always seems to catch up<br />

That's when the knife calls my name<br />

Every slice seems to make the brokeness inside fade<br />

-fade thru the blood that squeezes out thru that mark of phyisical pain<br />

All he wanted wasa what no one else had<br />

that one little kiss<br />

the one that kept my head spinning<br />

kept me day dreamin<br />

LONG AFTER you had ALREADY forgotten<br />

I wear the wristbands and bracelets so no one can see the scars which remind me not to trust<br />

I don't want anyone to know - thay'd look down on me<br />

I try to fight it I really do<br />

but whent he knife calls I HAVE to listen to what it tells me to<br />

I hate wanting to cry<br />

I can't tho the tears wont come<br />

instead it's that glistening knife that comes to me<br />

He took my heart<br />

He must have broke the fragile thing- beacuse now it's broken<br />

If you see him tell him to keep it<br />

I don't want it back anyhow- can't stitch it up anymore<br />

I've replaced it with something less fragile anyhow<br />

I died emotionally because of him<br />

I died mentally for him<br />

I'm dieing physically so I don't froget him<br />

He left me lost and alone<br />

I did a good job hiding emotion tho<br />

what hurts the most tho, more then him leaving<br />

More then the knife od evil reminders<br />

Is to think that he cared about me and then to find out it was all a LIE<br />

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K that' s my poem E-mail please no posts unless u have to <br />

-Jessica Fike " Don't cry over someone that won't cry over u: age 13