Perception Of I - Choke It Up lyrics

rate me

Brain dead dumb fuck everything is fucked up

No good introvert, dirty little pervert

I'll never be what I need to be

Swinging in the air with my feet off the ground

Bobbing in the sea while my limbs are bound

I'll be the moth in your flame, I'll burn up as you fade away

Exhaust fumes, hosepipes, sleeping in for all time

Big bang, expand, painting all the walls red

I'm looking up as the sky is falling away

All my organs fail one by one

Ah fuck it, I don't need them now

Overdose on thoughts of taking it all away

Cut down, bleed dry, they'll think I'm crazy

Lie down, pass by, everything is easy

No-one can care if no-one will know

But you'll know

Collapsing like a lung - these words inside of me

I need to choke them up and spit them out

I'm trying and dying it's eating away at me

I need to just shut down

I don't know what I need, I don't know what to think

Should I suffer anymore, die, or find a shrink?

I just can't believe you can counsell it away

Like I can't believe they won't forget me

Sitting in a dark room singing words of hate

I'm smiling all the times I'm wishing for death

I'm so confused and I don't know what to say

I'm draining the ocean with a plastic cup

Cleaning a bath with an old toothbrush

Starting fires with mud - I won't get very far

Distracting, caring, obsessing, nothing

Draining, purifying, plasticating brainwaves

Clear it up or hide it behind the door and resign myself to life

Collapsing like a lung - these words inside of me

I need to choke them up and spit them out

I'm trying and dying it's eating away at me

I need to just shut down

Shut me up and shut me down

Read my thoughts and let me die now

Choke it up

Choke it up

Collapsing like a lung - these words inside of me

I need to choke them up and spit them out

I'm trying and dying it's eating away at me

I need to just shut down

Choke it up

Choke it up