OUTCAST YOUTH - Deja Vu lyrics

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Every time I try to keep these images out of my head,

Something there that reminds me of you,

Every time I try keep these nightmares out of my bed,

Over and over I can't stop thinkin bout you,

Over and over I can't stop,

Over and over I can't stop thinkin bout you, bout you

The wallpaper is tainted and ugly,

I'm sick of staring at this ceiling above me,

Living in a box with these four walls closing in,

I breathe deep hope my lungs won't fail again,

I'm lying on my bed staring at your photograph,

Aghast, wishing I was dead,

I breathe out, read out your last note to me,

16 lines that have cut right through me,

174 words that I will never forget, tear stained ink,

Forged bond with no sign of regret,

Cold sweat, I stress,

My hard boiled head is a mess,

I'm tryin to sort my life out but it's not workin,

Another day goes past and I'm still hurtin,

I wanna get myself up but it's hard when your staring,

Out into the world from behind closed curtains,

I just wish I could build a time machine,

Go back to the day we met and leave,

Never let our paths cross and our eyes meet,

Never let my heart just follow you blindly,

I wish I could hide and you would never find me,

I would be a stranger, you'd walk right by me,

I would never look back behind me,

Our eyes wouldn't meet, you would never inspire me,

I wish the switch never clicked inside of me,

Cuz when you left me it hurt me violently,

And I don't think I can ever recover,

From betrayal by the one who I called my lover,

So I'm stood here now trynna fight the tears,

Tryin not to reminisce when I miss you here,

I was starting to recover but then today,

The wind whispered your name, I had to blow it away

So tell me was it easy to leave?

Did you ever take a second to think about me?

You know I loved you & I still do,

But I'm so angry right now & life is cruel,

I would give anything to have 1 more dance,

To see you walk in the room & give it 1 more chance,

But I know that's not possible, and it's not,

I just wish I could have got to you, but you're gone,

So I pull the curtains open and take a deep breath,

Try to build up my confidence and self respect,

The outside world seems a scary place,

And I'm dreading this life without seeing your face,

But I just can't handle being sad no more,

I've gotta get myself up and get outta the door,

there's a whole world out there I'm dying to see,

Even if it means carrying your ghost with me.