OnCue - Better Than Before lyrics
rate meOutside it’s rain, my roof is leaking
The sour pain is, so the truth is speaking
Little did they know when I want
Level rains, cracks would fall, under my heart
So just go beat to the devil’s dance
All these thoughts are like a plague
In my mind, eating away
I swear to god, I never escaped
Not with death, not with age
Judge me by my cover, be my guest
Everyone’s ripped the page out
I never amount to nothin, so that means there’s nothing to say about this
World I’m living, never see dividends
Moment I get ahead, I’m thinking about giving in
Give it in, your inheritance, and a picture with some arrogance
riding on lifes highway with a pair of 10s
How do you not believe me?
Can you see me?
Hear me it's so time, how you supposed to leave me
Please stay, I sell everything I own,
On ebay, the xbox and tv, yeah you need me
I’m doing better, better than before
And I wrote you this letter, but I left it on the floor
Saying I don’t even miss you, don’t need you no more
Cause I’m doing better, better than before
Better than before
What you’re supposed to do when your dad’s about to over dose?
In a hotel room free basing his way to a comatose
My mom’s been mailing letters to the Oprah show
With all the empty rows stamps is how you know we broke
We can’t deal with the problems of being stuck on the bottom,
So we go and grab the bottle
And I gotta ask myself, am I the common factor
Everything I grab a hold of falls to the ground and shatters?
Or maybe, I’m not
I doubt it’s the latter everything I chase after
Turns around and runs backwards, it’s a hazard
My drywall is cardboard windows made of saran wrap
All I’m trying to do is build this home to see your hands clap
So much words I’ve spoken, tired of being broken
Heal me I need a potion, why can’t I feel emotions?
Anymore I’m frozen, lately I’ve been so fucking numb
Where this paralysis coming from, I don’t know, I’m fucking done
Take a look at me now, take a look at me now
I’m doing better, better than before
And I wrote you this letter, but I left it on the floor
Saying I don’t even miss you, don’t need you no more
Cause I’m doing better, better than before
Better than before.
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