i'm in a crisis i need help come on mood shift shift back to good again 
come on be a friend 

nina twin is trying to help and i really hope that she succeeds 
though i picked the thorny path myself i'm afraid afraid of where it leads 

chemicals don't strangle my pen chemicals don't make me sick again 
i'm always so dubious of your intent 
like i can't afford to replace what you've spent 

nina twin is trying to help and i really hope she gets me straight 
cause my own inner cosmology has become too dense to navigate 

chemicals don't flatten my mind, chemicals don't mess me up this time 
know you bait me way more than you should 
and it's just like you to hurt me when i'm feeling good