Nyktalgia - Lamento Larmoyant lyrics
rate meShivering before the abyss all alone<br />
One thousand awful figures have passed by<br />
Filled with woe my dejected soul<br />
Trapped between the certain anguish of Life<br />
And the unknown Horror of Eternity<br />
Dwelling too infirm and weak<br />
For my End so disheartenly deep<br />
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Long hearses silently pass by within my Soul<br />
Inescapably Lost defeated Hope weeps<br />
Impatiently expecting the catastrophe<br />
Nihilistic mood existential vacuum<br />
Inevitable Grief and Lamentation<br />
Infinite weariness depressed Resignation<br />
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Habitual Continuation of this absurdity<br />
Futility of Suffering, senselessness of occupation<br />
Striving for the relieving Oblivion<br />
The Absurd feeling requires my Death<br />
It's wretched nakedness, it's dull light<br />
I'll always be foreign to myself<br />
<br />
Returning to the ruins of my failure<br />
To mourn the loss of Naivety<br />
I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore<br />
The solemn colour of my fucking Life<br />
I never had a choice I've always been falling<br />
About suicide and the answer.