Novi Novak - If I lyrics
rate me
Chorus:
If I’m so cool and they so on me,
Then why am I so lonely?
If I’ so bad that ya’ll can’t take me,
Then why, then why ya’ll hate me?
If I'm so good n made it this far
Then why, then why's it still hard?
Why I feel so concerned with material?
Could it be growin' up from a stereo?
Wantin' to be what I see is that terrible?
'Cause just bein' me wasn't workin just a year ago
With no degree but to degrees acknowledge,
that I can't relate to rappers when they talkin 'bout college
People callin' me a fool, 'Why you never did that'?
I just assume it’s because there ain't a scholarship for rap
It's like I been through it all, then somethin' happens again
Just happens its worse when what just happens a friend
Why the time pass fast when we havin the fun,
But it feel like forever when we ain't havin none.
I'm in the end zone lookin for a touchdown!
Am I to fly, I can't even touch ground
Want ya'll tuh feel me I wish that you could touch sound
I'm so deep in my music I could just drown.
Chorus:
If I’m so cool and they so on me,
Then why am I so lonely?
If I’ so bad that ya’ll can’t take me,
Then why, then why ya’ll hate me?
If I'm so good n made it this far
Then why, then why's it still hard? (3x)
See I get to that point like how much more can I take
And my mom gave me up but we all make some mistakes.
I don't think she understands I understand, it's okay
If I could use a wish I wish it was easier to relate.
So I could understand why she apologizes all the time,
Like I'm not alive, out of jail, n just fine
I see her once a year I feel bad she starts crying
I'm just happy she ain't give me up for good n kept tryin’
I don't know if you gon line this ma,
But it’s a song n for the fans to love me too they need to know what's goin on
'Cause I do this for everyone not just for me
This ain't my normal kind of song and I know you'd agree
But I feel knife deep in fragile flesh cover my pain by coverin' my body in what keep me fresh
I'm so far off path I don't know when I left
So even if the shoes fit don't repeat my steps
Nah!
Chorus:
If I’m so cool and they so on me,
Then why am I so lonely?
If I’ so bad that ya’ll can’t take me,
Then why, then why ya’ll hate me?
If I'm so good n made it this far
Then why, then why's it still hard? (3x)
See my 380 held almost 6 shells
So if they came, I could hold 'em off from goin’ to hell.
Thinkin' that would give me time to prove I don't deserve it
That's when I started realizin' we ain't perfect
'Cause when I'm calm as a muhfu-ka on the surface
You can dive into my flow and see a shark emerging
Wanna battle, you a free meal,
'Cause my rhymes are shaky waters like retirement homes at pill time.
White rapper minority, smart people supportin me,
Rappers makin’ job openings from doi’n it horribly,
Being all I can afford to be
Yet I'm blessed with the stuff that shouldn't even be important to me.
Now take a glimpse take a look at my life man,
And see big things happen with a small life span!
You know when you look back and say
That those was better days?
I ain't had those yet,
But I know they on the way man.
Chorus:
If I’m so cool and they so on me,
Then why am I so lonely?
If I’ so bad that ya’ll can’t take me,
Then why, then why ya’ll hate me?
If I'm so good n made it this far
Then why, then why's it still hard? (3x)
Everytime I'm around,
They prayin' for my downfall but I
Won't fall down!
Can't fall down... no I!
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Thanks to madailui
