Novel - Self Medicating lyrics

rate me

I'm seating here staring at the wheel

eyes redder than the bright lights

parked with the keys in the ignition

but I'm drunk so I can't drive, yeah

you can tell by the speech there was something in the water

plus I'm smoking on them leaves same colour as the dress that I bought you

Pre Hook:

I'm sorry, she's Sorry

everybody's got some fucked up apologies

thank you mama, for tryin' to raise me

though I wish I wasn't alive some days

no palm trees, no corn greens

just a young corn underneath this concrete

it's your fault, we could have had it all

so tonight I'm gonna ball till I fall but oh

Hook:

I'm not addicted to drugs

I'm just self medicating, medicating yeah

I'm not a victim of love

Everyone's just hatin', they just hatin' yeah, yeah

You said I'm missing something beautiful

I just wanna see the same things that you saw

I'm not addicted to drugs

I'm just self medicating, medicating, yeah.

I'm just self medicating, medicating, yeah

I'm just self medicating, medicating, yeah.

I'm puffing lye on a Saturday night

think I'm losing my religion

the next morning hung over at the Sunday service quote scriptures, yeah

No, I'm not afraid to die but maybe I'm afraid of living

cause life ain't promised to us all

but I know death is given

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[Hook:]

Open myself I turn it up louder take another zip

is just what happens when them other tongues ain't feelin' it,

this house a minute it's not a home, a place that now exist,

it once existed now she don't surround give a shit

I'm taking care more people then I can count on myself

one day all know that that sacrifice into I can help

sometimes I can't do when I need that time alone way

from everything tonight I'm just too drunk to make it on.