Nikki Flores - Have What I Had lyrics

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Listen up

You don't deserve to hear what I'm about to say to you

Listen up

You probably ain't gonna believe this at all but it's true

You know I got a new man in my life but

Being with him is making me realize oh

Maybe I'm not as ok as I thought I was

Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours

Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore

Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got

It ain't fair to him I want someone that hes just not

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me

But he can't compete

Cause he ain't you

That's when I realize

Boy I can't even lie

Cause now I understand

I'm never gonna have what I had

Have what I had

Enough

I coulda sworn id had enough of the pain, the pain

And I

Never thought id be going through this again, ooh again

You put me through so much more than I could take but

You're the reality that I can't escape oh

I'm only lying to myself if I say I'm ok

Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours

Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don't miss him anymore

Don't get me wrong you know I'm happy with what I got

It ain't fair to him I want someone that hes just not

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me

But he can't compete

Cause he ain't you

That's when I realize

Boy I can't even lie

Cause now I understand

I'm never gonna have what I had

Have what I had

I never felt the way I felt when I was with you boy

And I don't think I'll ever find someone to fill that void

Even though weve both moved on I know this much is true

I can't look you in the eye

And tell you that I'm not in love with you

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Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me

But he can't compete

Cause he ain't you

That's when I realize

Boy I can't even lie

Cause now I understand

I'm never gonna have what I had