Nikal Fieldz - Reflection Of Sel lyrics

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When I look in the mirror

What do I see?

Is my mind playing tricks on me?

When I look in the mirror

What do I see?

Is it reality I am looking at or just a trick?

I used to be so hacky so in loved of myself

But time needs you to realize you need someone else

It’s kind of crazy the way you see things is sixteen

Ten years later dreams .. as they seemed

It’s like yesterday you had the whole world by the balls

You knew it all till time started closing it into the walls

… your second guess at all

Mountain … start to .. as they grow

I used to look into the mirror like your boy so fly

I guess shorty is not when your male walks by

Put into the streets light I don’t care about the charge

Nowadays I can’t afford to spent a day behind bars

So I let a lot of slick … talking …

That was until I … biting my tongue

Put some belly weight on so shorty isn’t so strong

Feeling like I don’t intend feeling like I used to be

Feeling that insecurity .. jewelry

Put that same damn chain that I used to feel better

Release me and …

Smiled in the mirror but that smile was brief

Only green now try to hide the fucked up teeth

Esteem some mother fucker in it because …

I promise myself years ago I will make it

And now the only thing I live for is not to break it

..now is it them or is it me

I want a bad bitch

But why do I want a bad bitch

If what she does is just average

My physical financial state is poverty

..beyond the word’s economy

Do you even listen to the shit I say

The difference in direction my thoughts ..

I mean damn I am here intersecting the reflection …

Show vulnerability hoping …

Who is it helping? Is it me or is it you

I felt like shit for everyone … I speak to you

Not to mention sharing my emotion showing weak

Setting myself up disguising my own defeat

I used to be so slick running game on a bitch

But I am not believing in myself as much as she should have been

Yeah shorty I can’t lie I am feeling the vibe

Is what I have .. when you are close to my side

But that type of chick only comes once in a blue moon

.. hoping they are feeling to

I explained it all I am looking for you

But months later I am still looking for who

What the hell can I do?

Since of you believed in myself so much

That with the time with reality I lost touch

Since of you believed in myself so much

That with the time with reality I lost touch

I used to think time is on my side and I will make it

Now I realize I left time be taking.. all I’ve taken

(repeats)

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