Nick Brewer - Behind Your Smile lyrics

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I wanna hide a while, behind your smile

And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find

When sun ... the sky

I wanna hide a while, behind your smile

And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find

Behind your smile

Behind your smile

I know I've been a sinner, I'm ...to the mirror

Trying to figure out the guy that become

From the little chubby boy that used to cry to his mom

To happen to hear his friend has lost his life to a gun

I was ready for the changes, my situation was fierce

Cause things were moving at Jason and they suddenly switch

I ain't seen it I had it hard ...you think

Cause I was never really one of them kids and that's the fun...

I was scared and unprepared ... lost

And all my friends wanna revenge... feeling robbed

My mate's dead over something that's ...

I'm trying to work it out, tell me why doesn't it make sense

No one could tell me, my mind was moving unhealthy

Having visions of his face when I'm dreaming somebody help me

No help was coming but really I needed something

Just to stop me ease in my mind, becoming nothing

Behind your smile

And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find

Behind your smile

Behind your smile

Behind your smile, there's another world that you'll never see

Curses you'll never make

And behind your smile there's a lot of feelings you're whole bout to leave me

I know that

And behind your smile there's a lot of pain you won't show, shame that it won't go

Cause there's more to your smile than what we see

I wonder what your smile really means

Take your eyes along the sun

To take your hand along the sun

I ain't ashamed to be afraid lying on my bed

Thinking bout the days I let away trying to free myself

Then I feel the same I couldn't be myself

Screaming in my dreams, I really needed help

Oh well, just another kid, ...complete the part, just for the part of it

It's like I had to prove something cause I knew nothing

With not a clue of what to do ...

And I fool off any minute, you can cool off any gimmicks

I was foolish, I admit it

Cause at home I was ... and in school I wouldn't listen

I was ... to my soul cause I really didn't fit in

And now I'm thinking how to get in that position

I was really trying to find myself the pity I was missing

And it hurts have things could have worked, how so different

Can my vision still feel the blood now

Behind your smile

And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find

When sun ... the sky

I wanna hide a while, behind your smile

And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find

Behind your smile

Behind your smile