Nevahurd - Suicide lyrics
rate meStory so sad, wish that I could trade her place
She in the bathtub, liquor by the razor blade
Just turned 21, she would never know it though
Already tried to overdose, she live in a horror show
Thinking back to the dirt that she did to the other people
Remember when she told her man, baby I’ll never leave you
Whole time she lettin 2 or 3 of her dudes creep through
She ain’t love erybody, too busy doin what freaks do
She caught something, tried to blame it on the dude and
Kicked him to the curbe, no hard man that’s how she move
She ain’t stopped that spreading rumors about him
To this day is on cruel, she don’t wanna be around him
Story so sad, wish that I could trade her place
She in the bathtub, liquor by the razor blade
Tap on a little bit, bath feeling slowly
The aftermath of her actions had her feeling lonely
She had a home girl like sisters from grade 2
They used to tell each other, girl I won’t betray you
That was before the love of money started filling her eyes
Love was silly disguise, she started feeling the lies
Her only friend just named her her daughter’s god mother
But she ain’t know she was stealing the credit card from her
Stole her social another pieces of id and
Without a secodn thought, she started to buy things
Cellphones, tv’s, even copped a small ride
Credits ends came out to a friend who was lost for the whole time
Still could’ve help her yet, she ain’t show no pity now
Friend and a baby stay at a shelter in the city
Story so sad, wish that I could trade her place
She in the bathtub, liquor by the razor blade
Lights flicker on and off, bulb needed changin
She realize she has been living the life of satan
A man up in the hood, he was an elder in the local church
Told her why he goes, he was introducing the lord to her
Had a wife and child and nodes she was alone
When his family approved, he invited her up in his home
Treated her like ...teachs about sin
Told her jesus loved her, it was order to repent
Thought was all good, till that night up on the weekend she
Crawled up in his bed, tried to touch him while he was sleepin
Girl get up off me, this here ain’t that kind of movie you
Only got invited here cause it’s spirit that moved you
She replied back, say you pray with me every night and
Show me love than any man off in my life
He said, yeah I love but, not the love you thinking
I’m sorry this happen girl, you better start packing
Was gonna tell his wife but he ain’t had the chance to face her
The girl got to him first and lied about how you raped her
Story so sad, wish that I could trade her place
She in the bathtub, liquor by the razor blade
She was told in the past that god can take the pain away
But she chose a path and now she just wanna fade away
Lord help her, let her know we all make mistakes
And in these last days, the devil would try and raise the stakes
But trust in the savior, you will get better day today
And life’s worht saving girl, put the razorblade away.
