Natural - 20 Something lyrics
rate me20 something, tryina get my fucking life straight
I’m making lifestyle choices that some might hate
I lost the girl of my dreams chasing after dreams
And yet once it happens, you realize it wasn’t what it seems
No timetable for how long a heart ache
Social network, it’s harder on a heartbreak
Had the girl plus a place and a steady job
But looking back, damn I was already flood
Mirages, of all the shit you supposed to do
Body count of women and the hoes you supposed to screw
Tell you the truth, that really didn’t miss it
It’s history repeating, now our future’s reminiscing
The long nights seem to go on and on
Trust em, nah, pull out with the condom, more like
Sunglasses and plan b’s, I’m 26, I’m not ready for a family
Buy my mind’s open, why every girl I’m tryina love
Turns out to be already broken
I gave up on the puzzle, I had to finish mine
Scars of the haert, diminishing with time
Ah, 20 something
I don’t know but, on the hunt for harmony I’m at the crossroads
Too afraid to jaywalk, but haven’t lost hope
A lot of people lying, no stuck sinnin
Both sides of the track, nothing but shit luck with them
I be remissed if I didn’t love my up
Bringing, having both parents, was amazing in itself
Both have philosophies, of another kind
Thank god everyday they raised me colorblind
Kept safe from the rattery, so ignorance
Reminded everyday that they parents with some immigrants
And since my childhood, when I bathe in innocence
I had the right god, so blessed, my pride’s immense
But it’s cold out here, I’ve got friends with nothing
And when those stretch bring out, they ain’t bluffing
Handshakes and handouts, dollar bills and take aways
4 ski masks and a whip, fin to take away
The phone keeps ringing, we’re dying for a break away
Met a DA, a snake today
Damn, and these detectives around,
Shit, dunkin donuts, cuffed stuffed and some crown vix, they watching
But what would you do, gotta make a choice
What would you do?
I don’t know, but on the real I’m so attracted to this rap shit
Now I got a team that I get to go to back with
Off to walk off, big papi with the back flip
Used to be a fan, now you can’t touch me, cactus
Shit’s changed since I was admiring
Economy fucked, not even ups is hiring
Fiend for this rappin and I never dropped my heineken
Joe steamy like he jeans, dudes a bunch of lies man
What the fuck man, someone bring pac back
Have you dudes from all your nonsense stop that
Honesty’s my blueprint it’s what I’m about
Saying you the best got me feeling reasonable doubt
They say success lonely, I say it’s worht a try
Like the lottery, when it’s big dog, it’s worth to buy
Natural, what you hear is what I am
and everything they say I couldn’t be is everything I am
I feel those eyes parrin on on me, shit
Right where I wanna be, 20 something.