My Suicide Dream - In These Walls I Hide lyrics

rate me

There's walls all around me and there closing in

A suffocating mental vision that's just paper thin

The belief is the cell, all it takes to trap me

And dispite where I search, so eluding is the key

I stand alone, hurting inside

Because of all these trivial thoughts that are invading my mind

And I can't let out this rage that has overcome me

I turn back to what was real and still I can't see

In the reflection is dealt a little taste of reality

But though I try I just can't see that side of me

The mirror is cracked; lieing broken on the floor

Can no longer reflect it's truth to me anymore

I try and rebuild, but the shards rip my skin

Just can't handle the truth that lies deep within

And someday I'll wake to a reflection once again

But untill then it's time for my wounds to mend

I wish that I could just sleep forever

Never knew what it's like to have it all together

Stitch up; my emptyness with a thread of revenge

And then let me know there's nothing left to avenge

I am so sick of this twisted outlook on reality

And though I try to defie this side of me

I fail and get right up, I can't let it be

Even though there are things I know I will never see

I know this isn't me

Or what I was meant to be

I know this isn't me

But still I cannot see

I know this isn't me, but I'm still

Trapped inside these walls<br />

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Thanks to razvan