My Ruin - Sanctuary lyrics

rate me

dishonest

you came with your first kiss

blue eyes sold me your heavenly presence

something was suffocating me and i couldn抰 breathe

had no idea that you would ever deceive

i tried to believe all the things that you taught me

christlike images of truth

they straight got me

now watch me drown in sadness

my lungs gasp for air as i let you stab this heart

and rip apart wounds that exist

deeper and darker than any words i could spit

all is shit

and it will never be well

because the fires that burn are my never ending hell

is this what you call god?

your faith is lost

is this what you call god?

get off your cross

get off

bridges connect for necessity

lifelines scar my hands like the rest of me

asked me to trust you and yes i tried to

constant apologies caused me to lie too

tried to medicate my hate with your magic

how could something so sweet end up so tragic

resurrect me from this abyss

in death every body function fails to exist

false commitments

tongues twisted with religion

a heart shaped rock of the same size incision

obsolete

with no relief or release

just insomnia filled nights of never ending sleep

is this what you call god?

your faith is lost

is this what you call god?

get off your cross

split a piece of wood and i am there

lift a stone and you will find me

are you still scared?

sanctuary

sanctuary

sanctuary

there抯 no sanctuary

is this what you call god?

is this what you call

god

is this

is this

is this what you call love?

get off

get off

watch me

get off

get off

watch me

get off

get off

now watch me fall

i swallowed all of your lies

and they felt good going down

death be not proud